Easter
I
sit in my tomb locked in the dark and bound up in my sin
I
try to coax light from a little lamp to keep darkness away
But
I cannot move within the coil of my addictions and sin
Ever
tighter they grow as they grow in my life killing me
I
cry out to God afraid of death and yet afraid of God too
But
God hears my voice and the ground begins to shake
It
is a sound like an earthquake as the tombs stone moves
Light
peeks in the small opening and blazing light invades
Warmth
floods my soul and Another blood flows in me
The
grave wrapping start to loosen and I can finally move
The
stone slowly rolls and Light begins to flood my soul
More
and more my grave clothes begin to fall from me
I
can stand on the sure ground beneath me and walk
My
throat cries out in praise to the One setting me free
As
the stone rolls and clears the way I take small steps
I
still get tripped by my grave clothes even as they fall away
Each
step is slow and I fall again but still head for the light
As
each wrap of the cloth fall it gets easier to take a step
Step
after step leads me into more Light as I step upward
I
look back and get dizzy from the journey and I stop
Maybe
it is safer in that dark tomb which is comfortable
For
the Light hurts my eyes so accustomed to the dark
But
a Voice speaks to me “Child Arise” so I turn back
More
grave cloths fall from me at my decision to trust
Even
though the path is harder the Way gets easier
I
come out of the tomb and the Light floods my soul
I
cry and I weep as I realize the darkness I dwelt in
I
realize I was more afraid to live than I was to die
But
now God’s Life flows through my veins and soul
The
tomb calls me back to a comfort not real I know
For
the Light is reality and the tomb is a dark death
I
step away from the tomb and looking back I see
I
see a cross on the ground above my tomb rising
Blood
dripping down from the cross to my stone
And
now the stone breaks and falls in two parts
Whose
blood is this that has set me free to live
At
the top of the cross I read “King of the Jews”
A
voice speaks His name into my heart and soul
“Jesus”
He tells me and I fall to my knees and cry
I
weep for a love that would bleed for such as I
I
weep for my sin that caused Him to die for me
I
fall on my face and weep at Our shame and pain
A
Voice says quietly to my soul “My Child Arise”
I
look up and the Light burns the dross from me
The
grave clothes fall away some more from me
“Walk
with Me” the voice says and I rise to go
“For
My name means Emmanuel and I Am with you”
“At
least until you that one day you come with me”
I
continue to follow Him and more falls away
Each
day brings me closer to Home to see Him
To
really see Jesus who rolled my stone away!!! 6/28/17
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