June 9, 2017 Friday

            Slept well but woke to pain still bad and had another terrible memory last night.  The “ghosts” as I call the memories and those in them still come to call but not as frequently.  My mind is slow and so memories have to fight their way in.  I used to tell people I could tell how my mind was working by the chickens.

1.      Mind okay was “There goes a chicken!”

2.      Mind confused was “Where did my chicken go!”

3.      Fear of where it was going was “I had a chicken?”

We are all so tired and worn by months of waiting for doctors, for decision of what to do, for end of my ministry, for disability, for where we will live and for what will become of us. 

Disability people called and should hear midweek next week.  They did say that I need an illness for six months and their doctors said only have five months.  Five months for a debilitating illness without a cure where all they can do is try to alleviate the pain?

      Saw a couple of friends from the early service at First.  So good seeing them and hearing that God is answering prayers in their lives.

      We are mostly moved into Mom’s house and spent our first night at our new home.  We are so thankful for her and God’s great provision and blessing for us.