July 1, 2017 Saturday

            It has been a couple of days since I wrote anything.  The pain has increased and my sleeping has been quirky with naps and weakness.  Still feeling like my skin is on wrong which unlike other pains it covers my whole body.  The usual pains are still there and unlike usual I feel several at one time.  Not sure if the meds help.

            Another waiting period on the disability which seems usual.  But Bonnie continues to make this house a home and seeks to be so helpful.  I don’t know what I would do without her.  Rebecca has a cold and is trying to get some well deserved rest.  She has been such a trooper.

            I know that I am complaining but above all I want to give all glory to God who made me, was with me before I know Him, healing me from a terminal blood disease and took me on the greatest adventure of a life in Jesus Christ. 

            Recently when I went through a time of some terrible memories from childhood I cried out and asked God where He was when all this was going on.  He showed me that He there in all I experience and that He comforted me.

            Know that you are never alone!  God is with you especially when the troubles seem too big or the days seem too dark to face.  When the nightmares become daymares God’s Light will overcome the darkness and guide your way!  I know because I have experiences it!