August 24, 2017 Thursday

            Weak and feel very hot.  It is hard to explain that I can feel like I have a terrible fever and my temperature can be below normal but it happens and often lasts for weeks at a time.  It leaves me so weary and can be painful.

            Bonnie and I had our devotion and prayer time for the first time in awhile.  One of the Hymns is His Eye is on the Sparrow.  “I sing because I’m happy, I sing because I’m free.  For His eye is on the sparrow and I know He watches me.”  Got a text from Rev Underwood and shared this with him.  God is so good and His blessings are moment by moment.

            Bonnie and I were talking and I realized that pain can be so bad that it is easy to lose today and get lost in the past.  I wonder if you get so caught in the pain if that doesn’t make you open to dementia as you draw back into what we often think of as “better times”.

            Bonnie and I went on a date at the park near Love’s Creek.  She got food at the Philippine Connection.  It was a good time and good to be out of the house.