November 9 and 10, 2017

            Terrible, terrible pain and lack of sleep and both days I spent in bed from pain and weariness.  The 9^th was the second worst day I have had with not so much a pain in one area as in hurting everywhere.  The pain never stopped or relented for over a day and then the terrible weariness after the pain settled in and took over.

            But, once again in the midst of this terrible pain God used me in a time of prayer that to me is like traveling the world.  I experience the needs and pains of so many and also the celebrations and joys.  The pain of parents whose children have been taken as sex slaves by Muslims just because they are Christians, people who have seen their whole families wiped out and feel guilty they have survived, the hatred in the heart of those as they kill and destroy, and so many I cannot say.  I also experience the joy as a family is reunited, as a Christian is released from prison, and again so many others. 

            I would be overcome by all of this but I realize the pain and joy of God in each of these and My Love bears the weight.  Even as I cry out I know that God has already been there and cares so much.  The only limits to God helping are our not looking for God and our unwillingness to accept Him.

            My Love, give them ears to hear and eyes to see!!!