February
25, 2018 Sunday
“And He
began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be
rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after
three days rise again. He spoke this word openly. And Peter took Him aside and
began to rebuke Him. But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples,
He rebuked Peter, saying, “Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the
things of God, but the things of men.” When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He
said to them, “Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take
up his cross, and follow Me. “For whoever desires to save his life will lose
it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel’s will save it. “For
what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?
“Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? “For whoever is ashamed of
Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man
also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy
angels.”” (Mark 8:31-38 NKJV)
There are two parts of the Good News we often do not want
to hear. First is that we are sinners who
deserve hell and are in desperate need of the Good News. Second is that the Good News calls us to
sacrifice everything, even our life, to honor our Lord who gave His life for
us!
Like Peter we want to “rebuke” God for this call upon our
lives. After all grace is free so what
is this stuff about denying ourselves, giving our life and maybe even dying for
God? But we should remember that even
when tempted Jesus purchased the grace that is free to us! Indeed grace is very expensive it is just that
Jesus paid the price for us.
It is easy to think this is about being martyred for
Jesus but I think it is very clear that Jesus also means many of us will Lose”
our lives by not doing what we want but investing our lives in honoring the God
who honored us by His life and in those God desires to come to Him. In many ways I think this is harder!
As I write this I am lying in bed on a Sunday morning
when I want so badly to be with God’s people.
The pain and suffering seems to grow every day. I prayed and asked God twice to heal me from
this pain and disabling disease. Twice
God told me He would heal me through this!
For over two years I have seen my pain grow and my
abilities lessen. I have had to step
from my calling to the pastoral ministry and face the grief of doing something I
loved. I have left the parsonage life
and been thrown into “real” life with little warning. The hardest part is seeing how this affects
my family as they become caregivers and the grief I see on their faces.
But God promised me my ministry would grow through this
and even though disabled I send about 40 cards each month to shut-ins, write
this blog and have a prayer ministry that takes me around the world from my
bed!
What is amazing to me is Bonnie and I are reading a
devotional on the history of hymns it is amazing how many writers suffered
terrible problems and how many people as they faced death found solace and
comfort from those very hymns!
Are you giving your life to and for God? Are you experiencing God presence each day as
you offer everything to God? For if you
are not experiencing God’s presence you need to be where God is, with the
hurting and the lost!
“God never asks anything from you He hasn’t
already given to you and God will not ask you to do anything He hasn’t already
done for you!”
After being able to do so
much now comes the time to pay for it!
Doing always has a price paid for in pain. Some may ask why I do it if it leads to pain
but it would hurt more to lay there and do nothing! My Love and My Lord strengthen me every
moment so I can serve you and love my family!
Help me to keep going and serving until I no longer can and then enable
me to praise you from my weakness and pain!
Even as the pain grows and becomes terrible I thank God for all the
weakness and pain because it helps me experience God’s presence more!