Darkness fills my life and I die forevermore

God saved my physical and spiritual Life

but then I squandered God’s grace and Life

pornography became my god and my death

“4 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, 5 and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, 6 if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.” (Heb 6:4-6 NKJV)

Some say from salvation we cannot depart

but God says to depart from the Holy Spirit

depart from the taste of the heavenly gift

is to crucify Jesus again and cause shame

God, I brought so much disgrace to You

I served pornography instead of You

I loved pornography instead of You

God, I brought so much disgrace to You    4/30/2020