God,

Fear runs through us like a virus which first debilitates, then makes us confused and finally leads to death.

We are sick with sin and death. We can see it in others but believe we are healthy. We not only destroy others as we spread the disease but we also refuse to seek healing from what we refuse to believe we have.

But we must not succumb to fear or we are lost. Hope is the medicine we need and You are the Great Physician. Hope heals us so we can accept faith and only then we can produce the true fruit of love.

God I have lived without and that is not life but existence. A slavery to fear which leads to anger and then to hatred and destruction.

God only You, the Great Physician, can heal us. You can heal the lost even if they do not come to You. God heal us as Your will demands.

4/12/2021

From my Grace Journal. It was suggested to start a Grace Journal as a reminder of our need not for agreement but grace to guide our relationships.