8/2/2022 Today is my birthday and I am 64 years old. I find myself of two minds about living to 64.

First, at the age of 19 I was told I only had 3 months to live but God healed me and I have lived one of the longest 3 months.

Second, I have never really known a time when I have been free from a great deal of pain. The last seven years were five years of growing and disabling pain and the last two have seen a small reduction in pain. Could those 3 months be too long?

My answer would probably depend on what day or time I asked myself but I do belief life is a gift from God to each of us and so on my best days I would say just right.

Is this from my mind? Thoughts I probably shouldn’t have.