9/7/2022 Yesterday and today I seem to be just out of phase with what is around me. Things seem either closer than they are or farther away. Food seems wrong and fluids seem thicker and bitter. Even good sleep does not lessen the weariness. I seem to be just out of step with everything and everyone. It hurts to be around others because I don’t see things the same and others get frustrated with me. I think because I am frustrated. Will not be able to go to group and I hate missing it. But better to not go than to have to come back because I couldn’t make it.