Back home? 11/5/16

I am back home

But am not

No place is home

No one is home

My Lord You

Are my home

But do You

Even want me

I am restless

Interesting word

Because I rest

But have no place

My heart longs

For the Chapel

Why is it homey

But it calls me

I long to pray

To rest there

You are my home

But that is not true

Even in Your lap

I am restless

Even in You I

I do not know

What is to come

What is to be

Joyce called me

Ronnie

Am I he

Or is he me

That is it

I am – not

I am not Ronnie

I am not Ron

I am not Pastor

I am not

Am I a not

Am I me

Too much has changed

Too much has died

Have I died

I don’t know

Even in Your lap

I don’t know

I am not scared

Too tired

The mess is complete