Shadows The shadows came when I was about 19 years old and in Naples Italy with the US Navy. I was serving with the Shore Patrol with two Italian Police officers and the officer next to me was shot in the chest. I did CPR on him and the other officer ran to see who did the shooting. After the ambulance came I followed and discovered a place where children were being raped. Suddenly I remembered being raped as a child and beat a man until I was pulled off. Sitting in the police car I went into the place of shadows. I thought I was a shadow. Even though I left that place behind the shadows still hate me and seek to harm me. But did I really leave that place? Maybe I am still there and all of this is a trick. Maybe the shadows are so strong they have come with me. For so many years the shadows have told me what I am not and I now believe it. Many others say the same words as the shadows. I hurt so much in so many ways and I am worn down. I see dead people walking around, the kitchen...
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August 3, 2024 “ 57 ¶ HETH. You are my portion, O LORD; I have said that I would keep Your words.” “ 58 ¶ I entreated Your favor with my whole heart; Be merciful to me according to Your word.” “ 59 ¶ I thought about my ways, And turned my feet to Your testimonies. 60 I made haste, and did not delay To keep Your commandments.” “ 61 ¶ The cords of the wicked have bound me, But I have not forgotten Your law.” “ 62 ¶ At midnight I will rise to give thanks to You, Because of Your righteous judgments.” “ 63 ¶ I am a companion of all who fear You, And of those who keep Your precepts. 64 ¶ The earth, O LORD, is full of Your mercy; Teach me Your statutes.” (Ps alm 119:57-64 NKJV) God is my Bread God is my Way God is my Truth I give thanks!!! Prayerful question: Do I pray for unity and strength for those who are in God?
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August 2, 2024 “ 49 ¶ ZAYIN. Remember the word to Your servant, Upon which You have caused me to hope.” “ 50 ¶ This is my comfort in my affliction, For Your word has given me life.” “ 51 ¶ The proud have me in great derision, Yet I do not turn aside from Your law.” “ 52 ¶ I remembered Your judgments of old, O LORD, And have comforted myself.” “ 53 ¶ Indignation has taken hold of me Because of the wicked, who forsake Your law.” “ 54 ¶ Your statutes have been my songs In the house of my pilgrimage.” “ 55 ¶ I remember Your name in the night, O LORD, And I keep Your law. 56 This has become mine, Because I kept Your precepts.” (Ps alm 119:49-56 NKJV) O LORD May I never forget your Word May I never forget your comfort May I never forget your judgments May I never forget your Name Prayerful question: Does my prayer remember who God is and what He has done?
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August 1, 2024 “ 41 ¶ WAW. Let Your mercies come also to me, O LORD—Your salvation according to Your word. 42 So shall I have an answer for him who reproaches me, For I trust in Your word.” “ 43 ¶ And take not the word of truth utterly out of my mouth, For I have hoped in Your ordinances. 44 So shall I keep Your law continually, Forever and ever.” “ 45 ¶ And I will walk at liberty, For I seek Your precepts. 46 I will speak of Your testimonies also before kings, And will not be ashamed. 47 And I will delight myself in Your commandments, Which I love. 48 My hands also I will lift up to Your commandments, Which I love, And I will meditate on Your statutes.” (Ps alm 119:41-48 NKJV) I trust in your mercy God and I will walk in liberty I trust in your Truth God and I will walk in liberty I trust in your Word God and I will walk in liberty Prayerful question: Do I prayer trusting I have the ability to ask anything of God?
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July 31, 2024 “ 33 ¶ HE. Teach me, O LORD, the way of Your statutes, And I shall keep it to the end. 34 Give me understanding, and I shall keep Your law; Indeed, I shall observe it with my whole heart.” “ 35 ¶ Make me walk in the path of Your commandments, For I delight in it. 36 Incline my heart to Your testimonies, And not to covetousness.” “ 37 ¶ Turn away my eyes from looking at worthless things, And revive me in Your way.” “ 38 ¶ Establish Your word to Your servant, Who is devoted to fearing You.” “ 39 ¶ Turn away my reproach which I dread, For Your judgments are good. 40 ¶ Behold, I long for Your precepts; Revive me in Your righteousness.” (Ps alm 119:33-40 NKJV) Make me walk Turn away my eyes Plant your Word Revive me God Prayerful question: Do I seek God’s guidance as I pray how to pray?
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July 30, 2024 “ 25 ¶ DALETH. My soul clings to the dust; Revive me according to Your word.” “ 26 ¶ I have declared my ways, and You answered me; Teach me Your statutes. 27 Make me understand the way of Your precepts; So shall I meditate on Your wondrous works.” “ 28 ¶ My soul melts from heaviness; Strengthen me according to Your word. 29 Remove from me the way of lying, And grant me Your law graciously.” “ 30 ¶ I have chosen the way of truth; Your judgments I have laid before me. 31 I cling to Your testimonies; O LORD, do not put me to shame! 32 I will run the course of Your commandments, For You shall enlarge my heart.” (Ps alm 119:25-32 NKJV) Lift me from the mud and dust God Please strengthen me to stand God I choose to walk in your Way God Help me finish your course my God Prayerful question: Does my prayer’s foundation begin with my need for God?
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I have the strangest feeling that I can feel the Earth move beneath my feet. It looks like the sky is moving rather than the clouds. It's as though every sense is running on overload and everything is very real to me. The wind smacks my face and the cold rips through me. Pain from non-existent wounds tears my body and soul. My mind wanders like the clouds going I know not where. I am afraid to sit. I am afraid to stand. I am afraid to lay down. But then fear melts away from weariness leaving emptiness. Leaving nothing.
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July 29, 2024 “ 17 ¶ GIMEL. Deal bountifully with Your servant, That I may live and keep Your word.” “ 18 ¶ Open my eyes, that I may see Wondrous things from Your law.” “ 19 ¶ I am a stranger in the earth; Do not hide Your commandments from me.” “ 20 ¶ My soul breaks with longing For Your judgments at all times.” “ 21 ¶ You rebuke the proud—the cursed, Who stray from Your commandments.” “ 22 ¶ Remove from me reproach and contempt, For I have kept Your testimonies.” “ 23 ¶ Princes also sit and speak against me, But Your servant meditates on Your statutes. 24 ¶ Your testimonies also are my delight And my counselors.” (Ps alm 119:17-24 NKJV) Open my eyes to see You I am a stranger guide me Rebuke me from reproach Your testimonies are my delight Prayerful question: Do I pray for strangers who need guidance to God?
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July 28, 2024 “ 9 ¶ BETH. How can a young man cleanse his way? By taking heed according to Your word.” “ 10 ¶ With my whole heart I have sought You; Oh, let me not wander from Your commandments!” “ 11 ¶ Your word I have hidden in my heart, That I might not sin against You!” “ 12 ¶ Blessed are You, O LORD! Teach me Your statutes!” “ 13 ¶ With my lips I have declared All the judgments of Your mouth. 14 I have rejoiced in the way of Your testimonies, As much as in all riches. 15 I will meditate on Your precepts, And contemplate Your ways. 16 I will delight myself in Your statutes; I will not forget Your word.” (Ps alm 119:9-16 NKJV) I sought God found I left Not found Prayerful question: Do I cry out for mercy and grace every time I pray?
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July 27, 2024 “ 1 ¶ ALEPH. Blessed are the undefiled in the way, Who walk in the law of the LORD! 2 Blessed are those who keep His testimonies, Who seek Him with the whole heart! 3 They also do no iniquity; They walk in His ways.” “ 4 ¶ You have commanded us To keep Your precepts diligently. 5 Oh, that my ways were directed To keep Your statutes! 6 Then I would not be ashamed, When I look into all Your commandments.” “ 7 ¶ I will praise You with uprightness of heart, When I learn Your righteous judgments. 8 I will keep Your statutes; Oh, do not forsake me utterly!” (Ps 119:1-8 NKJV) Jesus is the Way Jesus is the Truth Jesus is the Life Jesus never forsakes Prayerful question: Do I praise God for who He is when I pray?
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INTRODUCTION TO PSALM 119 This psalm is generally thought to be written by David, but when is uncertain; very probably towards the decline of life; and, as some think, for the sake or his son Solomon. It seems to be a collection of observations on the word of God and its precepts, the usefulness and excellency of it, he had made in the course of his life; interspersed with various petitions for the grace of God, to enable him to observe it. The psalm is a very extraordinary one; partly on account of the unusual length of it, it being more than double the length of the longest psalm in the whole book; and partly on account of its curious composition. It consists of twenty two parts, according to the number of the letters in the Hebrew alphabet; the names of which letters stand between each part; and every part consists of eight verses, all of which begin with the same letter: thus, for instance, the first eight verses begin with the letter א , "aleph," and the second eight...
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July 26, 2024 “ 19 ¶ Open to me the gates of righteousness; I will go through them, And I will praise the LORD. 20 This is the gate of the LORD, Through which the righteous shall enter. 21 I will praise You, For You have answered me, And have become my salvation. 22 The stone which the builders rejected Has become the chief cornerstone. 23 This was the LORD’S doing; It is marvelous in our eyes. 24 This is the day the LORD has made; We will rejoice and be glad in it. 25 Save now, I pray, O LORD; O LORD, I pray, send now prosperity. 26 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the LORD! We have blessed you from the house of the LORD. 27 God is the LORD, And He has given us light; Bind the sacrifice with cords to the horns of the altar. 28 You are my God, and I will praise You; You are my God, I will exalt You. 29 Oh, give thanks to the LORD, for He is good! For His mercy endures forever.” (Ps alm 118:19-29 NKJV) Jesus is the only door please be open The gate of righteou...
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July 25, 2024 “ 10 All nations surrounded me, But in the name of the LORD I will destroy them. 11 They surrounded me, Yes, they surrounded me; But in the name of the LORD I will destroy them. 12 They surrounded me like bees; They were quenched like a fire of thorns; For in the name of the LORD I will destroy them. 13 You pushed me violently, that I might fall, But the LORD helped me. 14 The LORD is my strength and song, And He has become my salvation. 15 The voice of rejoicing and salvation Is in the tents of the righteous; The right hand of the LORD does valiantly. 16 The right hand of the LORD is exalted; The right hand of the LORD does valiantly. 17 I shall not die, but live, And declare the works of the LORD. 18 The LORD has chastened me severely, But He has not given me over to death.” (Ps alm 118:10-18 NKJV) All surround me to hurt me HELP ME GOD They surround me like bees HELP ME GOD Prayerful question: Do I cry (scream) out for God to be my help?
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July 24, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Oh, give thanks to the LORD, for He is good! For His mercy endures forever. 2 Let Israel now say, “His mercy endures forever.” 3 Let the house of Aaron now say, “His mercy endures forever.” 4 Let those who fear the LORD now say, “His mercy endures forever.” 5 I called on the LORD in distress; The LORD answered me and set me in a broad place. 6 The LORD is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me? 7 The LORD is for me among those who help me; Therefore I shall see my desire on those who hate me. 8 It is better to trust in the LORD Than to put confidence in man. 9 It is better to trust in the LORD Than to put confidence in princes.” (Ps alm 118:1-9 NKJV) Oh, give thanks to the LORD, for He is good! For His mercy endures forever. Let Israel now say, “ His mercy endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron now say, “ His mercy endures forever.” Let those who fear the LORD now say, “ His mercy endures forever.” Prayerful question:...
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July 23, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Praise the LORD, all you Gentiles! Laud Him, all you peoples! 2 For His merciful kindness is great toward us, And the truth of the LORD endures forever. Praise the LORD!” (Ps alm 117:1-2 NKJV) God blesses all with the sun My everyone praise the Lord God blesses all with the rain My everyone praise the Lord Prayerful question: Does my prayer call for God to bless the lost and the found?
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July 22, 2024 “ 10 ¶ I believed, therefore I spoke, “I am greatly afflicted.” 11 I said in my haste, “All men are liars.” 12 What shall I render to the LORD For all His benefits toward me? 13 I will take up the cup of salvation, And call upon the name of the LORD. 14 I will pay my vows to the LORD Now in the presence of all His people. 15 Precious in the sight of the LORD Is the death of His saints. 16 O LORD, truly I am Your servant; I am Your servant, the son of Your maidservant; You have loosed my bonds. 17 I will offer to You the sacrifice of thanksgiving, And will call upon the name of the LORD. 18 I will pay my vows to the LORD Now in the presence of all His people, 19 In the courts of the LORD’S house, In the midst of you, O Jerusalem. Praise the LORD!” (Ps alm 116:10-19 NKJV) I will choose the Cup of salvation and have Communion with Jesus I can not drink the Cup of God’s wrath for Jesus drank every drop for me Prayerful question: Does my prayer ce...
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July 21, 2024 “ 1 ¶ I love the LORD, because He has heard My voice and my supplications. 2 Because He has inclined His ear to me, Therefore I will call upon Him as long as I live. 3 The pains of death surrounded me, And the pangs of Sheol laid hold of me; I found trouble and sorrow. 4 Then I called upon the name of the LORD: “O LORD, I implore You, deliver my soul!” 5 Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; Yes, our God is merciful. 6 The LORD preserves the simple; I was brought low, and He saved me. 7 Return to your rest, O my soul, For the LORD has dealt bountifully with you. 8 For You have delivered my soul from death, My eyes from tears, And my feet from falling. 9 I will walk before the LORD In the land of the living.” (Ps alm 116:1-9 NKJV) I love God for He hears me Deliver my soul my God I love God for He answers me God delivered my soul from death Prayerful question: Do I pray believing God hears me will answer me?
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July 20, 2024 “ 9 ¶ O Israel, trust in the LORD; He is their help and their shield. 10 O house of Aaron, trust in the LORD; He is their help and their shield. 11 You who fear the LORD, trust in the LORD; He is their help and their shield. 12 The LORD has been mindful of us; He will bless us; He will bless the house of Israel; He will bless the house of Aaron. 13 He will bless those who fear the LORD, Both small and great. 14 May the LORD give you increase more and more, You and your children. 15 May you be blessed by the LORD, Who made heaven and earth. 16 The heaven, even the heavens, are the LORD’S; But the earth He has given to the children of men. 17 The dead do not praise the LORD, Nor any who go down into silence. 18 But we will bless the LORD From this time forth and forevermore. Praise the LORD!” (Ps alm 115:9-18 NKJV) Trust in God for He is your help and their shield Fear God for He is your help and their shield Fear God for He will bless those who fear ...
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July 19, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Not unto us, O LORD, not unto us, But to Your name give glory, Because of Your mercy, Because of Your truth. 2 Why should the Gentiles say, “So where is their God?” 3 But our God is in heaven; He does whatever He pleases. 4 Their idols are silver and gold, The work of men’s hands. 5 They have mouths, but they do not speak; Eyes they have, but they do not see; 6 They have ears, but they do not hear; Noses they have, but they do not smell; 7 They have hands, but they do not handle; Feet they have, but they do not walk; Nor do they mutter through their throat. 8 Those who make them are like them; So is everyone who trusts in them.” (Ps alm 115:1-8 NKJV) Do not praise me, praise God God is the source of all good Do not thank me, thank God Give thanks and praise to the glorious God Prayerful question: Does my prayer call for others to give thanks and praise the glorious God?
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July 18, 2024 “ 1 ¶ When Israel went out of Egypt, The house of Jacob from a people of strange language, 2 Judah became His sanctuary, And Israel His dominion. 3 The sea saw it and fled; Jordan turned back. 4 The mountains skipped like rams, The little hills like lambs. 5 What ails you, O sea, that you fled? O Jordan, that you turned back? 6 O mountains, that you skipped like rams? O little hills, like lambs? 7 Tremble, O earth, at the presence of the Lord, At the presence of the God of Jacob, 8 Who turned the rock into a pool of water, The flint into a fountain of waters.” (Ps alm 114:1-8 NKJV) Tremble at the glory of God God cares for His people Tremble at the glorious God God controls all of Creation Prayerful question: Do I pray for the health and safety of God’s people?
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What is God’s name Isn’t His name God ‘ What is His name?’ God said “I AM WHO I AM.” “ 11 ¶ But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and that I should bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?” 12 So He said, “I will certainly be with you. And this shall be a sign to you that I have sent you: When you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall serve God on this mountain.” 13 Then Moses said to God, “Indeed, when I come to the children of Israel and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they say to me, ‘What is His name?’ what shall I say to them?” 14 And God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” And He said, “Thus you shall say to the children of Israel, ‘I AM has sent me to you.’”” ( Ex odus 3:11-14 NKJV)
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July 17, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Praise the LORD! Praise, O servants of the LORD, Praise the name of the LORD! 2 Blessed be the name of the LORD From this time forth and forevermore! 3 From the rising of the sun to its going down The LORD’S name is to be praised. 4 The LORD is high above all nations, His glory above the heavens. 5 Who is like the LORD our God, Who dwells on high, 6 Who humbles Himself to behold The things that are in the heavens and in the earth? 7 He raises the poor out of the dust, And lifts the needy out of the ash heap, 8 That He may seat him with princes—With the princes of His people. 9 He grants the barren woman a home, Like a joyful mother of children. Praise the LORD!” (Ps alm 113:1-9 NKJV) Praise the LORD Praise the name of the LORD Blessed be the name of the LORD Praise the LORD Prayerful question: Does my prayer lift God up in thanks, praise and worship?
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July 16, 2024 “ 6 ¶ Surely he will never be shaken; The righteous will be in everlasting remembrance. 7 He will not be afraid of evil tidings; His heart is steadfast, trusting in the LORD. 8 His heart is established; He will not be afraid, Until he sees his desire upon his enemies. 9 He has dispersed abroad, He has given to the poor; His righteousness endures forever; His horn will be exalted with honor. 10 The wicked will see it and be grieved; He will gnash his teeth and melt away; The desire of the wicked shall perish.” (Ps 112:6-10 NKJV) I can stand in Jesus my foundation my glorious God Prayerful question: Does my prayer stand on the foundation of Jesus?
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July 15, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Praise the LORD! Blessed is the man who fears the LORD, Who delights greatly in His commandments. 2 His descendants will be mighty on earth; The generation of the upright will be blessed. 3 Wealth and riches will be in his house, And his righteousness endures forever. 4 Unto the upright there arises light in the darkness; He Unto the upright there arises light in the darkness. 5 A good man deals graciously and lends; He will guide his affairs with discretion.” (Ps alm 112:1-5 NKJV) Blessed is the man who fears the LORD Who delights greatly in His commandments Unto the upright there arises light in the darkness A good man deals graciously and lends Prayerful question: Does my prayer guide in how to share God’s blessings? (Do I listen or just talk?)
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July 14, 2024 “ 1 ¶ Praise the LORD! I will praise the LORD with my whole heart, In the assembly of the upright and in the congregation. 2 The works of the LORD are great, Studied by all who have pleasure in them. 3 His work is honorable and glorious, And His righteousness endures forever. 4 He has made His wonderful works to be remembered; The LORD is gracious and full of compassion. 5 He has given food to those who fear Him; He will ever be mindful of His covenant.” “ 6 ¶ He has declared to His people the power of His works, In giving them the heritage of the nations. 7 The works of His hands are verity and justice; All His precepts are sure. 8 They stand fast forever and ever, And are done in truth and uprightness. 9 He has sent redemption to His people; He has commanded His covenant forever: Holy and awesome is His name. 10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom; A good understanding have all those who do His commandments. His praise endures forever.” (Ps alm...
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July 13, 2024 “ 1 ¶ «A Psalm of David.» The LORD said to my Lord, “Sit at My right hand, Till I make Your enemies Your footstool.” 2 The LORD shall send the rod of Your strength out of Zion. Rule in the midst of Your enemies! 3 Your people shall be volunteers In the day of Your power; In the beauties of holiness, from the womb of the morning, You have the dew of Your youth. 4 The LORD has sworn And will not relent, “You are a priest forever According to the order of Melchizedek.”” “ 5 ¶ The Lord is at Your right hand; He shall execute kings in the day of His wrath. 6 He shall judge among the nations, He shall fill the places with dead bodies, He shall execute the heads of many countries. 7 He shall drink of the brook by the wayside; Therefore He shall lift up the head.” (Ps alm 110:1-7 NKJV) The earth is God’s footstool Our enemies are our footstool Is the earth God’s enemy Prayerful question: Do I pray understanding our need for the grace of God in Jesus Chri...
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July 12, 2024 “ 21 ¶ But You, O GOD the Lord, Deal with me for Your name’s sake; Because Your mercy is good, deliver me. 22 For I am poor and needy, And my heart is wounded within me. 23 I am gone like a shadow when it lengthens; I am shaken off like a locust. 24 My knees are weak through fasting, And my flesh is feeble from lack of fatness. 25 I also have become a reproach to them; When they look at me, they shake their heads. 26 Help me, O LORD my God! Oh, save me according to Your mercy, 27 That they may know that this is Your hand— That You, LORD, have done it! 28 Let them curse, but You bless; When they arise, let them be ashamed, But let Your servant rejoice. 29 Let my accusers be clothed with shame, And let them cover themselves with their own disgrace as with a mantle. 30 I will greatly praise the LORD with my mouth; Yes, I will praise Him among the multitude. 31 For He shall stand at the right hand of the poor, To save him from those who condemn him.” (Ps alm 10...
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July 11, 2024 “ 1 ¶ «To the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David.» Do not keep silent, O God of my praise! 2 For the mouth of the wicked and the mouth of the deceitful Have opened against me; They have spoken against me with a lying tongue. 3 They have also surrounded me with words of hatred, And fought against me without a cause. 4 In return for my love they are my accusers, But I give myself to prayer. 5 Thus they have rewarded me evil for good, And hatred for my love.” “ 6 ¶ Set a wicked man over him, And let an accuser stand at his right hand. 7 When he is judged, let him be found guilty, And let his prayer become sin. 8 Let his days be few, And let another take his office. 9 Let his children be fatherless, And his wife a widow. 10 Let his children continually be vagabonds, and beg; Let them seek their bread also from their desolate places. 11 Let the creditor seize all that he has, And let strangers plunder his labor. 12 Let there be none to extend mercy to him, Nor let...